not happy today
i didnt sleep because i kept on thinking in my head that im getting bigger
i felt like i was getting bigger
its horrible i had such a rough sleep urgh i want to work out
but whats the point in so fucking tried and feel like shit
and i have college today, but its okay as were going on a trip but ughh just ugh my life fucking sucks i really need cheering up omg
get up have a little something to eat maybe some nuts? and 2 cups of tea, exercise, go for a run whilst listening to encouraging music (possibly foals i dunoo why but they are encouraging) , cool down from run get in the showerrrrrrrrrrrrrr, more excercise, get dressssssssssed, maybe another cup of tea, walk to my nans house cos she invited me round for dinner at 1:30 but then she wanted me to make her apple crumble so im going there at 12, shes cooking me dinner i wonder what it will be lol shes an amazing cook soo……. yeah stay at nans for numerous hours and then come home and go to judo then after judo come back home and blog my life away like normal, okay im going to bed now, i dont even know why i even sat here and wrote this paragraph i miss school i spose maybe this is a substitute for an essay
